Visions

“I see a vision”, I mutter, “not sure if I I’m ready to tell you though, as it is such a sad vision.”

You look at me, as if you aren’t sure if you are ready either.

Your energy tells me you are though.

I look over into your eyes and I can see the flashback in my minds eye. I can see a distant memory, of being alone, you were only a baby.

I say out loud, testing the waters, “So…I can see you there”.

“Oh yeah?”, You ask, quizzingly, “So..what does the vision look like?”

I know you are trying to catch me out, with multiple layers of disbelief, so I spend some time focusing on what is intuitively coming to me. I take a deep breath.

“You are completely alone. I can feel a presence, you can feel a presence, many presences, but you know they are not there for you, they are not there to comfort you.” I say, worried that I may be wrong. But I don’t stop the hesitate, I continue, to describe the whole situation, because fear will not hold me back this time.

“You are in a cot, it’s yellow I think, with these small wooden poles, and thicker wood around the top. I can see you are in the corner of the room and looking towards the door, it’s slightly open. You can see the shadows pass by, but none of them are coming towards you, they don’t hear you, you feel completely alone and dismissed.”

“Whoa!”, You exclaim, “That’s exactly what my cot looked like, and how I felt and what I can see as well.”

The disbelief has shifted completely, our visions are meeting up and you are allowing me into your energy.

“You were so small, and it was such hard time for you, not being able to communicate your feeling, your intricate development was dismissed, I am so sorry”

I felt the energy shift as both of our hearts felt an intense pain, with the hurt of knowledge of neglect.

I realize that I need to say something so you don’t lay blame.

“I am so sorry this happened, I think you always knew something was missing and you have always tried to create connection somehow, I think it’s time to just focus on you. For whatever reason you chose this life, we all chose our parents and where we need to be for the best possible outcome of our life lessons. It’s important to remember that.”

You start to get teary, a rare sight for you.

“I know, and knowing this has already brought a transition.”

You grab me and hold me tight, our energies are in complete sync in that moment.

I know my work is done.